Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Dichotomy of Feelings

Hello all!

Here goes another post, I love that you all are interested in the happenings of my life!
This is an interesting time for me. Have you ever been in a situation of extremes in your emotions? It’s quite bizarre because in most aspects of my life, things are going incredibly well. I am nine school days away from graduating college, my new significant other, and I’m having my other ankle reconstruction surgery on June 25. So that is the good, and there is a lot of it.

Now for the bad…school is terrible. I have never been so completely and utterly done with something in my entire life. Moral of the story: group projects suck big time. It’s amazing how some people don’t even realize that when they completely ignore their responsibilities in a group, everyone else has to pick up the slack. In this case, it has gone past unequal contribution, past annoying me, past rude, and has finally landed on totally absurd. I’m normally a reasonable person, but right now I just want to yell at the kid to grow the hell up and do his work. I take my school work very seriously and I’m quite disappointed in the outcome of our project, despite the incredible amount of effort I have invested.

It’s weird, the only other time I've felt so hot and cold with things in my life is with my CMT. When everything is going well, CMT is still with me. When things couldn't possibly get worse, CMT is still with me. I’m trying to get through this school nonsense, so I’m just taking things one minute at a time. However, CMT has taught me perseverance, so I have no doubt I’ll be just fine.

Thanks for reading my quick life update! Stay tuned, as soon as school is over, I’ll finish my comprehensive post about my upcoming surgery.


I’ll be back soon!


Joey